When you tune into yourself and your present moment, I mean really tune into it, to every part of it, there is so much wisdom. So many messages waiting to come through.
Remember, the Universe, your Soul, your Higher Self, is always trying to communicate with you.
I’m facing a seemingly very difficult decision. I’m at an enormous crossroads and I literally don’t know which way to turn. This morning I started to feel panicked about it.
What if I make the wrong choice?
What if I ruin everything?
What if I can’t cope?
What if I let people down?
The questions started to get to me, the various future predictions my mind was creating were overwhelming and I honestly could have cried at the thought of having to make this decision on my own.
My lovely friend messaged me this morning, knowing my crossroads and obviously sensing my panic, and gave me such wonderful advice.
She listened to my panic, to my back and forthing, to my impossible options, and she said, “Let’s flip this…”
“Isn’t it wonderful that you have this opportunity?”
Yes. It is, in fact. In my fear state I forgot to notice the opportunity, the choice, is a wonderful thing. Not a horrible thing.
I’m grateful that I have a choice; an opportunity.
She said, “Whatever you decide will be right, and you will be AWESOME no matter what.”
YES! Yes, it will and yes I will.
So I sat in meditation this morning and decided to ask the Universe to bring forth some wisdom for this opportunity and my path.
Help me out here, Goddesses, Guides, Gaia, and Ancestors…
My back ached. My shoulder hurt. My neck was stiff.
I felt the need to move, to wriggle, to not be so stuck.
So rigid.
SO. RIGID.
Why do you have to be so rigid?
The message came clear as a bell. Why do you have to be stuck and stiff, and only have two options? Why can’t you wiggle and sway, move and flow?
In my human mind and my fear and panic, I’d decided the future was laid out for me, depending on the choice I made. I’d decided it was a ‘can or cannot’ situation. But the Universe doesn’t work like that. The Universe is constantly flowing, constantly moving, constantly evolving.
Can I flow like water and evolve along with it? Can I shift my perspective and instead of being so rigid, soften and surrender?
It will mean big change. Am I afraid of big change? Of course I am! My human likes the status quo, but when has the status quo ever remained the status quo really? Haven’t I changed and evolved, flowed like the water and surrender what I was rigid about so many times before?
Of course I have.
So can’t I do it again?
Of course I can.
And so it is.
What comes may or may not look like what I had imprinted in my mind, it might make me work harder, be a little uncomfortable for a time, and push myself, but isn’t that what we’re here for anyway? And the Universe never promised it would look like what I wanted it to look like….oh no, she sometimes (often) has other ideas.
AND, whatever happens will be perfect. Because it is.
AND, no matter what, I can always evolve again, and again, and again, and again….